All the restless hearts
of the world...
all trying
to find a way home.
It's hard to describe
what I felt like then.
Picture yourself walking
for days in a driving snow.
You don't even know
you're walking in circles--
the heaviness of your legs
in the drifts;
your shouts
disappearing into the wind.
How small you can feel.
How far away home can be.
Home.
The dictionary defines it
as both a place of origin...
and a goal or destination.
And the storm ?
The storm was all in my mind.
Or, as the poet Dante put it...
"In the middle of the journey of my life
I found myself in a dark wood...
for I had lost
the right path."
Eventually I would find
the right path...
but in the most unlikely place.
"I do not love you as if
you were a salt rose or topaz...
or the air over carnations
that fire shoots off.
I love you as certain dark
things are to be loved...
in secret 'tween
the shadow and the soul."
I love you without knowing
how... or when...
or from where.
I love you straight forwardly,
without complexities or pride.
I love you because I know
no other way than this.
So close...
that your hand on my chest
is my hand.
So close
that when you close your eyes...
I fall asleep."
10 December 2009
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